September

nos·tal·gia [no-stal-juh, -jee-uh, nuh-]
–noun

1. a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time: a nostalgia for his college days.

2. something that elicits or displays nostalgia.

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How do you define compatibility? Is there a parameter that measures how long you two will stay or is there a moral judgement that tells you to whom you should just live with?

How do we define morality? Is it the difference between the good thing and the bad or what people actually think about your actions? Is it the definition that judge your actions or the cultural and behavioral mindsets that tells you what is good or bad?

I really have so many questions that I think I would forever ask in my life. I'm so bored right now. My past days have really been boring.

Ready

friv·o·lous [friv-uh-luhs]
–adjective

1. characterized by lack of seriousness or sense: frivolous conduct.

2. self-indulgently carefree; unconcerned about or lacking any serious purpose.

3. (of a person) given to trifling or undue levity: a frivolous, empty-headed person.

4. of little or no weight, worth, or importance; not worthy of serious notice: a frivolous suggestion.

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There are just some things that you would love seeing everyday to happen but you just can't believe that it's really happening.

It's really hard to trust most of the times especially to yourself. There is one thing I hate about myself and that is being skeptical to things happening around me. The good thing is that I am a good player. Sometimes, in order for me not to get hurt by the different phenomenas I've engaged into, there is already a mindset before I started doing things so that in the latter part, if things get worse or if I failed, less thinking would mean less senses.

Why am I trying to share this thoughts? I really don't know. It's just that I know for sure that one day I could get into another trouble that if I will not prepare, I'd be the loser into what I call my game so right now, I'm trying to prepare my game plan already. I know it's okay to lose but who wants to be loser all the time?

Verses

dis·dain /dɪsˈdeɪn, dɪˈsteɪn/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[dis-deyn, di-steyn]
–verb (used with object)

1.	to look upon or treat with contempt; despise; scorn.

–noun

3.	a feeling of contempt for anything regarded as unworthy; haughty contempt; scorn.

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This has been one of the saddest day of my life and surely one of the most unluckiest day I've ever had. I don't know but everything is just going wrong today. I haven't yet seen something good happen to me today but well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed that somehow I would get good results later.

OT: I have watched clips on www.youtube.com about the Concert for Diana. It is a tribute for the should be 46th birthday of the Princess of Wales and I admit that even I'm not a Brit, I really cried when Elton John sung "Your Song" at the opening of the concert. It was really a wonderful song, love song maybe, but could be well appreciated in any occasion as a tribute for someone very special-like Diana. People wanted Sir Elton John to sing his famous' Candle in the Wind but the music icon refused.

I'm really melodramatic today and I hope that someone could cheer me up.

Subtleties

stran·gle [strang-guhl]
–verb (used with object)

1. to kill by squeezing the throat in order to compress the windpipe and prevent the intake of air, as with the hands or a tightly drawn cord.

2. to kill by stopping the breath in any manner; choke; stifle; suffocate.

3. to prevent the continuance, growth, rise, or action of; suppress: Censorship strangles a free press.

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I got the vocabulary word in a lyric of a song by the band All American Rejects. I don't want to divulge the title of the song as it may create questions if someone might ever read this post but if anyone of you find out the title, it simply describes what my mind is thinking right now. Actually, a friend referred to me that song and advised me to listen to it. It's actually a conviction of my life.

There are things in life that you would just want to forget but as you try, it simply keep on coming and coming back to your mind. But if there is one thing I'm trying to learn right now in my life, I think it is the fact that I'm accepting all the shortcomings I have and just being contented to what I have right now-if there is any.

I've been busy the past week contemplating and I have really been melodramatic but I've figured out that after all those hard times I have experienced, I'm now beginning to experience justine...oppps... its justice.

As I've stated earlier, the past weeks have really been bad for me but somehow it started RAINing again. But this time, I'm really keeping it to myself and to that only person who would have the courage to find this blog.

You may notice that this is my first post to have a picture above. Yes, the picture may be unclear for now because it simply describes my mind right now. It simply characterized my self- blurred,unclear. But it shows a pool of people to where my perspective about my life is.

Am I looking for someone who would try to understand the real me? Or am I just being complacent about everything that is why the things I hold so tight before are the things I'm losing grip right now?