Subtleties

stran·gle [strang-guhl]
–verb (used with object)

1. to kill by squeezing the throat in order to compress the windpipe and prevent the intake of air, as with the hands or a tightly drawn cord.

2. to kill by stopping the breath in any manner; choke; stifle; suffocate.

3. to prevent the continuance, growth, rise, or action of; suppress: Censorship strangles a free press.

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I got the vocabulary word in a lyric of a song by the band All American Rejects. I don't want to divulge the title of the song as it may create questions if someone might ever read this post but if anyone of you find out the title, it simply describes what my mind is thinking right now. Actually, a friend referred to me that song and advised me to listen to it. It's actually a conviction of my life.

There are things in life that you would just want to forget but as you try, it simply keep on coming and coming back to your mind. But if there is one thing I'm trying to learn right now in my life, I think it is the fact that I'm accepting all the shortcomings I have and just being contented to what I have right now-if there is any.

I've been busy the past week contemplating and I have really been melodramatic but I've figured out that after all those hard times I have experienced, I'm now beginning to experience justine...oppps... its justice.

As I've stated earlier, the past weeks have really been bad for me but somehow it started RAINing again. But this time, I'm really keeping it to myself and to that only person who would have the courage to find this blog.

You may notice that this is my first post to have a picture above. Yes, the picture may be unclear for now because it simply describes my mind right now. It simply characterized my self- blurred,unclear. But it shows a pool of people to where my perspective about my life is.

Am I looking for someone who would try to understand the real me? Or am I just being complacent about everything that is why the things I hold so tight before are the things I'm losing grip right now?